Insomnia

I can't sleep. For the past few nights, my pain meds have stopped giving me those lovin' sleepy feelings, and instead just take away the pain. *scoffs* The nerve. Part of it is I can only sleep one way- on my back, propped up on pillows. My usual way of sleeping has always been on my side, but with my spleen still dying (Geez, hurry up and kick the bucket already, eh, spleen?), it's still swollen and I can feel it move kind of painfully when I lay on my side...like it kind of slides down toward my liver. Just lying down, not propped up isn't an option because of these lovely CF lungs. It was all fine when the pain drugs made me deliciously groggy. Grrrr. Bring back the grog!